I ship every-goddamn-one/thing.
Me during the day: I'm so fucking tired oh my God I can't wait to go to bed tonight
Me during the night: Let's download the top 100 songs from the 90s and listen to them all while writing a novel and watching an entire season of something and maybe rearrange my room
"i’m sad and idk how to feel better"
"i don’t know what to draw"
"i always mess up"
"BUT I SUCK"
so one time in elementary school we had to take IQ tests that lasted a couple hours. when my teacher said that is wouldn’t be for a grade, i didn’t care at all and started filling the test out randomly with little to no effort.
my score came back as me having an IQ of 92, which was the lowest in all of the 5th grade. my teacher was concerned because i had never shown any indication of having a developmental disability so i had to go talk with the counselor so they could determine what was wrong.
i admitted to not trying because i wanted to get done early to draw. my counselor said i had to take the test again, privately with her supervising me and i had to take the whole 2 hours to finish it so she’d know i was actually trying.
so i retook it and my score came back to be 136, which was the highest in my class, and i wound up barely passing the 5th grade with all D’s and C’s. i still had the lowest grades despite having the highest IQ.
……………………………anyway, so that’s about the time when i found out that i am an incredibly apathetic and lazy motherfucker.
i was even too piss shit lazy to use proper punctuation in this post.
if this internet prohibition shit ends up happening yall can catch me in the woods makin wifi moonshine